Life is not so easy....

Dont know how to start but there has to be a platform where i can talk my mind out and even though i know its public still let me write my mind out ....it took years for me to come to this level personally , professionally ....i am growing and this growth also made me loose a lot of things specially my kids father thou i am a single mother life doesn't stop i am fighting within myself everyday and everyday ..... can just life be fair to me once ??????i am waiting for an answer but the only reply my heart gives is live your life and live it simple ....looking at my grown up kids i have a fear (which should be there )but the fact is i am a mother of 13 and 11 when i am just 30......